My Rag Doll…
I hadn’t journaled in about a month I believe but this morning I really felt Jesus’s words flowing while I meditated on Him and I grabbed my iPad to start typing… He shared:
“MY DEAREST DOLL. HOW HAVE I MISSED YOU. YOU ARE LIKE A LIFELESS RAG DOLL WITHOUT ME. YOU NEED MY LIFE. MY LIFE KEEPS YOU ALIVE. I LOVE YOU. I HAVE MISSED YOU SO. YOU ARE MY FRIEND. I’VE MISSED MY FRIEND. YOU ARE NOT JUST MY SERVANT. YOU ARE A FRIEND. WE SHARE HEARTS. WE SHARE SECRETS. AND I’VE MISSED SHARING HEARTS WITH YOU AND SECRETS WITH YOU. COME TO ME NOW AND REST. I WANT YOU TO REST IN ME. YOU DO WELL TO TAKE A BREAK AND REST IN ME. THE ROAD AHEAD IS LONG AND YOU NEED TO REST IN ME. IT DOESN’T MATTER IF THINGS AREN’T CLEAR. THEY DON’T HAVE TO BE BECAUSE I HOLD THE ROAD MAP. I HOLD THE BLUE PRINT AND YOU KNOW ALREADY THAT I DON’T DECEIVE NOR MISLEAD YOU. YOU JUST NEED TO WALK WITH ME DAILY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. YOU BRING ME SO MUCH JOY. HOW I WISH TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU DAILY. I CAN’T STAND BEING WITHOUT YOU. THIS IS INDEED HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU. I HATE IT WHEN WE DON’T SPEND TIME TOGETHER. I WANT YOU WITH ME. I AM FAINT WITH LOVE FOR YOU”.
He said: “I Love You – Language Can’t Express Enough”
So, Jesus… I love you. I love sitting with you in such a personal way. I can bring my ugliness to you even. And I feel safe. I love you so much. I feel so good I can be real with you. And you don’t judge me. It’s safe here. The only place I can be safe. And you love me. You don’t get tired. You enjoy me and love me even if I am ugly today. I love that you love me so. I love you back. And I am willing to hear you because you always speak truth! You don’t say things based on assumption. You don’t blame, you don’t assume the worst of me. You know the whole truth because you see it all and know it all. If you brought truth forth, it is never to condemn or shame. So I am happy to listen to you. What would you want to say my Love. Where do I stand with you?
YOU STAND IN A GOOD PLACE WITH ME. I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU. I WANT YOU FOR MYSELF AND YOU ARE GIVING ME THAT PLACE. I AM SO OVER JOYED. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU…. I DO LOVE YOU. DO YOU GET TIRED OF ME SAYING IT? I LOVE YOU. AND I KISS YOU. AND I HUG YOU. AND I EMBRACE YOU. AND I ACCEPT YOU. AND I APPROVE OF YOU. AND I LIFT YOU. AND I SO LOVE YOU. I DON’T HAVE MORE WORDS TO SAY. LANGUAGE DOES NOT FIT. MY EMOTIONS ARE GREATER THEN LANGUAGE. WE HAVE A LANGUAGE BARRIER ISSUE. LANGUAGE DOES NOT GO THAT FAR. THAT IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN PUT MY FEELINGS FOR YOU INTO WORDS.
I feel sooo safe with you, JESUS!! So light. So enough. So enough. This is enough. All that I have in our relationship is more then enough.
Love Letter
I love you Lord. I can feel your joy and excitement over me because my heart is full. And I know yours is too. You seem happy like a kid in a candy store. I love that you are always happy and excited. I love being here with you knowing we are together. I love it. I love you. I love living in hope and joy and satisfaction.
And I sensed the Lord say…
“I LOVE YOU LISETTE. I AM AS SATISFIED AS YOU ARE. I AM AS IN LOVE AS YOU ARE. I AM AS HAPPY AS YOU ARE. MY HAPPINESS, SATISFACTION AND JOY POUR OUT THROUGH YOU. WE LOVE EACH OTHER AND WE LOVE IT THIS WAY. WE WOULDN’T CHOOSE ANY DIFFERENT. I WOULD NOT TRADE THIS THAT I HAVE WITH YOU. THIS IS WHERE I LOVE US. THIS BELONGS TO US AND US ALONE”.
Exercise: Write a Love Letter to the Lord today. Just let your words flow. And then wait on the Lord and write down what you sense He is saying. It will satisfy you deeply. And know He will never say something that contradicts His written Word.
Experiencing The Lover Of My Soul 
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