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Urgency!!!!!

I am in another qualification period in my work and I am feeling pressure from outside to be a bit more urgent about things and be more rushed. But I am internally way too relaxed I think compared to others. I wanted to ask Jesus if it could be that I am not taking this too serious or if I am not engaging as I should. But then He asked…

“HAVE YOU ASKED ME HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS AND WHERE I AM AT WITH MY SENSE OF URGENCY?”

Ok, no I haven’t. So, Jesus… where are you at with your sense of urgency in this qualification period thing I am in? 

“THAT’S RIGHT… IT’S A THING. IT’S JUST A THING. IT HASN’T SHAKEN ME OR SURPRISED ME OR MAKE ME GET IN A RUSH MODE. I AM NOT IN A RUSH MODE, EVER. EVER. EVER. I HAVE NO SENSE OF URGENCY EVER. I AM NEVER LATE OR NEVER EARLY. YES, YOU HAVE DEADLINES AS YOU ARE DEALING WITH HUMAN TIME AND STIPULATIONS. I DON’T GO BY THOSE ON MY WATCH. KNOWING THIS CAN HELP YOU RELAX. ALL SEASONS ARE IN MY HAND AND YOU ARE SUBMITTED TO MY TIMES BECAUSE YOU ARE WILLING. THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT. MY TIMING. I KNOW YOU DO. I WANT YOU TO RELAX AND REST IN ME. I DON’T GET TIRED OF SAYING IT AND I HAVE NO NEED TO EXPLAIN WHY. IT IS ENOUGH FOR YOU TO BELIEVE ME AND TO TRUST ME. NO EXPLANATION IS NEEDED. BECAUSE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP YOU ARE SUBMITTED TO MY WORD. AND MY WILL. THERE IS NO QUESTIONING ME. IT IS SO AND IT IS A DONE DEAL. THIS IS WHERE WE STAND IN OUR RELATIONSHIP. I AM NOT DRIVEN BY DEADLINES. I TRULY AM NOT”.