God, I want this back. The season when I journaled like 3 times a day every day. But at the same time I lost the habbit due to questioning you and questioning all you had said in the past. But also because you said it would be a season of silence. Now that it is not a season of silence, I want this back.

THIS IS NOT HARD, MY LOVE. IT REALLY IS NOT HARD. THERE WAS A SEASON FOR SILENCE. BUT NOW YOU CAN SPEAK ALL YOU WANT. I AM HERE FOR YOU AND AM NOT HIDING. DO YOU WANT TO COME? DO YOU WANT TO HEAR? I AM NEVER EMPTY NOR BORING. I AM ALWAYS EXCITING. YOU LOVE THE EXCITEMENT THAT YOU GET FROM TALKING TO ME. WELL, I AM HERE CONTINOUSLY. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT TO KNOW? WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT? I CAN TALK ABOUT ALL THINGS. NOTHING HIDDEN. NO SECRETS. THERE IS REALLY NO SECRETS BETWEEN YOU AND I. WE CAN TALK FOR HOURS IF YOU WANT, OR JUST FOR A SHORT TIME. YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION EITHER WAY BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW LONG, I JUST ENJOY YOUR COMPANY.
AND YES…. YOU HAVE MY ATTENTION!! I AM NEVER TOO BUSY TO SIT WITH YOU. ARE YOU TOO BUSY TO SIT WITH ME?