Good morning Holy Spirit… You inspired me to ask you what crazy thing is on your heart. I’d like to hear something FUN that you would like to share with me. Something we never talked about before. Not work related. Something YOU are excited about and you want to tell me because I am your friend. Not just exchanging love words but friends talking. I should do this more often. You are about relationships. Lets practice…
GOOD MORING, MY FRIEND! HOW ARE YOU DOING? I LOVE BEING YOUR FRIEND. I LOVE TO BE FREE AND NOT TO HAVE TO TALK ABOUT WHAT IS ON YOUR AGENDA. THANK YOU FOR ASKING ME. I AM CURIOUS TOO. I HAVE CURIOUSITY….. AND I LIKE FLOWERS. I LIKE A WHOLE BUNCH OF FLOWERS. I LOVE BOQUETS. VARIOUS COLORS.
What? Why are you excited about flowers? Why are flowers fun? Why are we talking about flowers? Do you want me to buy someone flowers? I can do it. If so, for whom? My brain starts drawing conclusions and imagine things and I have a hard time listening to where you are going with this. You want to explain biology to me or you have an assignment for me?
I WANT YOU TO REST. YOU ARE TOO USED TO ‘DOING’. YOU ARE TOO USED TO RUNNING AROUND AND DOING AND PERFORMING. CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT FLOWERS? I LOVE FLOWERS. I LIKE MANY FLOWERS. I LOVE HOW ALL THE FLOWERS ARE DIFFERENT IN SHAPE, COLOR, SIZE AND HOW THEY LIVE AND HOW THEY ARE NOURISHED.
Really? I am sitting here waiting for what’s the catch.
I KNOW! I KNOW YOU ARE FULL OF PERFORMANCE AND I’D LIKE TO BREAK THAT, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I WANT YOU TO RELAX. I DON’T ALWAYS WANT TO HAVE TO TELL YOU WHAT TO DO. I WOULD LOVE TO BE YOUR FRIEND! CAN WE FOCUS ON RELATIONSHIP? WITHOUT THE DOING? WITHOUT THE PERFORMING?
Wow. That’s it. I have nothing more to say. I am caught again in the act of ‘performance’.