I’d like to talk more about this, God. I know I can’t get tired of sowing. I have started getting afraid of getting no crop at all and losing all my effort. I started looking back to see all I have sown to no avail. That’s where I spent my time today. Being upset at all the sowing I already did without seeing nothing. I am sure I am sinning by looking back in fear and not looking ahead in faith. My heart needs to change and be filled with your Word.
THAT IS ALSO A CHOICE. TO BELIEVE ME. I CAN NOT DO THAT FOR YOU. I HAVE SPOKEN THE WORD AHEAD OF YOU. WHAT WILL YOU DO NOW THAT THE WORD HAS BEEN SPOKEN? SIT DOWN OR KEEP SOWING? THIS IS NOT A ONE-DAY THING. THIS IS NOT A ONE-TIME THING. SOWING CONTINUES. AND MY WORD CONTINUES TO GO AHEAD OF YOU. ITS A MATTER OF BELIEVING IT. DO YOU BELIEVE IT? THIS IS PAINFUL, YES. BUT I NEVER PROMISED A PAINLESS LIFE FOR YOU. I AM YOUR EXAMPLE. I WAS OBEDIENT ALL THE WAY TO THE CROSS. THERE IS NO GREATER PAIN THEN WHAT I SUFFERED FOR YOUR SAKE. YOU CAN FOLLOW MY EXAMPLE. I LEAD YOU ONLY BY EXAMPLE.