God this morning I am excited to start a new week, but also frustrated I should say at not being yet where I want to be in my work. Having not hit my goal. I know I have your help and that you could have made things happen before but you didn’t make it happen yet. I keep depending on you and I can’t make things happen on my own either even though I know nothing is impossible for you. I don’t know what the lesson is. Patience? Endurance? I am pretty sure I have those down by now.
THE LESSON IS CLEARLY TO LIVE WITH ME. IN GOOD TIMES, IN BAD TIMES, LIVE WITH ME. HITTING GOALS, NOT HITTING GOALS, LIVE WITH ME. HAPPY OR FRUSTRATED, LIVE WITH ME. LIVE IN ME BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO LIVE IN YOU. THAT IS A HUGE WIN ALREADY. YOU WON BECAUSE YOU CHOSE TO LIVE WITH ME. AND I FEEL HAPPY. I AM NOT FRUSTRATED. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY. I HAVE FEELINGS TOO.